well....im a complete fuck up

so i jus got done cryin for bout half an hour or so...this weekend had mountains of fun, sum plateaus...and the deepest valley i've ever known. So i jus recently got a text message readin: "just dont call or talk 2 me anymore. leave me alone." That text msg came from the person that means the most 2 me. I wanna find the darkest and deepest corner in the universe right now and crawl into it. I don't really even wanna come out. So now i've fucked up 2 lives...hers and mine...who wants 2 b next....lately, i've been thinkin about about life...im scarin myself...i really am. I dunno who i am, where I am or where im goin...I need someone there...but there's noone. People will offer 2 b there, but i don't want them there. The valley im in right now makes Death Valley seem like Aruba....Paradise...Jus for fair warning...i doubt i'll b oh-so-cheerful Frank anytime soon. Actually, I dunno if I'll even be Frank anytime soon. Goodbye for now....i have no idea where im goin